Picking up the pieces.

Well today I went and saw a counselor. I just knew it would be best for me. The counselor told me that if he would have been close to me and I told him that I was OK he would have known I was telling a lie.

I also called my cousin and spoke and prayed with her. She had sent my whole family a letter about what she wanted to do as a christmas present. And after everything happen I found it really hard to put words on paper. She wanted every one in the family to write how God has blessed them.

This is in no certain order but here are a few of my blessings.
-I first want to mention all the people who he has already called home. Because many of them has help shape me into the person I'm today and some of them I did not meet in person my hear of the often at family functions.
-my parents I'm truly blessed that they gave me and my sisters a loving stable home. I know I do not thank them enough.
-Greg, i prayed for a long time for God to bless me with a wonderful husband and thankfully he blessed me with you. I realize we have our moments but in the end we still have each other.
-Landon, Once Greg and I knew we were ready to start a family and having no success naturally, we tried two IVF attemps and again no success. So we choose adoption for our family. God truly blessed us with you Landon.
-my sisters Kym and Kyra you are the best sisters anyone could ask for. I know there were many times that you would have walked away but you did not and Thank you for that.
-the list could go on but since i'm having trouble seeing through the tears.
My God Bless You